I have found throughout the past two 18 plus months that I have just managed to survive the barrage of ill inflicted bad times through the aid off my craft work. ... basically my own therapy and survival tactics. Aside from for great friends who have literally have me how and speed me throwing in the towel or committing suicide. I have tried to distract my self by creating happiness for other people and that part off me called self. My sleepless nights of tears of hurt and pain of the heart, and mind. Have left me in some very unwanted areas at times.
